I have to make this fast. I can't post here any more, it's making the ticking get worse and I don't want It to get worse I have to stop it and the less I have to do with this blog the better because it only makes Him angry and he makes the ticking so loud and It hurts It won't stop hurting.

And what's worse is I know other people are getting dragged into this because of me. Ary, please please please stop, you can't do this. Stop before the ticking gets to you too, because once you hear It he is always singing in your ear and it's a song that never stops.

if anyone's reading, I'm not posting any more. If I don't post I don't have lapses and the ticking doesn't get any louder. I'm sorry. I'm a stupid coward, but I have to survive.

-P